Mum, I cannot believe that we managed to get through today- our 1st christmas without you, the heart and soul of our family. I felt lost without you and so did my dad. I hope you like the flowers i put on your memorial. My heart aches that i was not able to give you your stocking and gifts like every other year. I am glad today is almost over but today is just the 1st christmas without you and i have to go through every day and every christmas without you now for my entire life, but i do sense you with me, watching over me. Happy christmas mum. No christmas will ever be the same again without you here. God bless and thank you for all the wondeful christmas memories i have from a little girl right through my life. I am eternally thankful. Love you with all my heart and always will, lots of love your daughter Sarah xxxxxxx