Leaving 2011 behind was so hard mum as it is the last yr that i can ever say that we were together in this life. That breaks my heart. As we are now in 2012 i pray that you walk silently beside me every step of the way and guide me to a happier life and future as i know thats what you would want for me. It is hard to imagine next week without you but it has been 5mths already. 5mths of missing you with every bit of my heart and soul. I pray this new year brings some joy to our lives mum as god knows we need it after losing you-the heart of our family. You will forever be in my heart and memories mum. In these places you will live eternally xxxxxx